Tag: Anxiety

• Saturday Routine

  

  … I am half dressed, the day is half gone …

  Tut Yashar

  June 12, 2022

  Blogging, Mental Health, Poetry, Rhymes

  Anxiety, Insecurities, Mental Health Awareness, Motivation, Poem, Poet, Rhyme poetry, Writer

• Seek & Find

  

  … I know what I know, and I am okay not knowing what I don’t know …

  Tut Yashar

  May 18, 2022

  Blogging, Mental Health, Poetry, Romance, Short Poem, Spiritual, Uplifting

  Acceptance, Anticipation, Anxiety, Awareness, believe, Blogging, Choices, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Dreams, Emotions, Empowerment, Enlightening, Exposure, Faith, Feelings, Freedom, God, Growth, Happiness, Healing, Heartbreak, Honest, Improvement, Inspiration, Intuition, Life, Love, Love Poem, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Motivation, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Positive, Prayer, Romance, Self Help, Self Love, Short Poem, Spiritual, Spirituality, The Truth, Thoughts, Wishful Thinking, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Baby Steps

  

  … I feel I have the answer, I see it in my mind …

  Tut Yashar

  May 17, 2022

  Blogging, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Freedom, Growth, Mental Health, Poetry, Uplifting

  Acceptance, Anticipation, Anxiety, Awareness, believe, Blogging, Choices, Confusion, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Dreams, Emotions, Empowerment, Enlightening, Exposure, Faith, Feelings, Freedom, Growth, Happiness, Healing, Heartbreak, Honest, Improvement, Inspiration, Intuition, Life, Love, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Motivation, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Positive, Prayer, Romance, Self Help, Self Love, Spiritual, Spirituality, The Truth, Thoughts, Wishful Thinking, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Brief

  

  … The lies of the past are not today’s truths …

  Tut Yashar

  May 17, 2022

  Blogging, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Essay, Freedom, Growth, Heartbreak, Mental Health, Poetry, Romance, Short Poem, Spiritual, Uplifting

  Acceptance, Anxiety, Awareness, believe, Blogging, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Dreams, Emotions, Empowerment, Enlightening, Exposure, Faith, Feelings, Freedom, Friendship, Growth, Happiness, Healing, Heartbreak, Honest, Improvement, Inspiration, Life, Love, Love Letter, Love Poem, Love Story, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Motivation, Pain, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Positive, Prayer, Reading, rejection, Rhyme, Rhyme Poem, Rhyme poetry, Rhymes, Romance, Sadness, Self Help, Self Love, Short Poem, Spiritual, Spirituality, The Truth, Thoughts, Wishful Thinking, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Let’s Go

  

  … I wish I knew how to exude glee, and feel pleasant to simply disagree …

  Tut Yashar

  April 28, 2022

  Blogging, Creative Writing, Freedom, Growth, Mental Health, Poetry, Uplifting

  Acceptance, Advice, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Creative Writing, Depression, Empowerment, Enlightening, Feelings, Freedom, Growth, Healing, Honest, Imposter Syndrome, Improvement, Inspiration, Life, Love, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Motivation, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Self Love, Spirituality, The Truth, Thoughts, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• A Tune

  

  … I want to feel strong …

  Tut Yashar

  April 23, 2022

  Blogging, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Mental Health, Pain, Poetry

  Acceptance, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Emotions, Empowerment, Enlightening, Exposure, Feelings, Growth, Happiness, Healing, Honest, Imposter Syndrome, Improvement, Life, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Motivation, Pain, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Prayer, Sadness, Self Help, Thoughts, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Rhyme Time

  

  … Accept myself as I am, lift my character with a love crane …

  Tut Yashar

  April 20, 2022

  Blogging, Creative Writing, Growth, Mental Health, Poetry, Uplifting

  Acceptance, Anxiety, Awareness, believe, Blogging, Choices, Consciousness, Creative Writing, Depression, Emotions, Empowerment, Growth, Healing, Improvement, Inspiration, Life, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Motivation, Pain, Personal Story, Poem, Poems, Poet, Poetry, Positive, Prayer, Rhyme, Rhyme Poem, Rhyme poetry, Rhymes, Self Help, Self Love, Short Poem, Spiritual, Spirituality, Wishful Thinking, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Not A Poem / HolyLand

  

  … I am not a hit song, I can’t be on the radio for all to hear …

  Tut Yashar

  April 15, 2022

  Blogging, Contradictions, Essay, Freedom, Growth, Mental Health, Pain, Poetry, Society

  Acceptance, Advice, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Dreams, Emotions, Empowerment, Enlightening, Faith, Feelings, Freedom, Friendship, Growth, Happiness, Heartbreak, Holy, Honest, Improvement, Inspiration, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Motivation, Opinions, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Positive, rejection, Relocation, Sadness, Self Help, Self Love, Society, Spirituality, The Truth, Thoughts, United States, USA, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Three Fears, Three Wishes

  

  … Names get confused in my head according to how people made me feel …

  Tut Yashar

  April 15, 2022

  Blogging, Contradictions, Essay, Growth, Mental Health, Pain

  Acceptance, Anxiety, Awareness, believe, Blogging, Consciousness, Depression, Diary, Dreams, Emotions, Empowerment, Enlightening, Faith, Feelings, Freedom, Growth, Happiness, Healing, Heartbreak, Honest, Imagination, Imposter Syndrome, Improvement, Life, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Motivation, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Positive, rejection, Sadness, Self Help, Self Love, Spiritual, The Truth, Thoughts, Wishful Thinking, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Anniversary

  

  🎊

  Tut Yashar

  April 15, 2022

  Blogging, Essay, Freedom, Growth, Society, Uplifting

  Acceptance, Advice, Anniversary, Anxiety, Blogging, Celebration, Depression, Empowerment, Enlightening, Feelings, Freedom, Friendship, Growth, Imposter Syndrome, Improvement, Inspiration, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Motivation, Opinions, Pain, Personal Story, Poet, Positive, Reading, rejection, Sadness, Self Love, Society, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Excuse Me.

  

  It’s a heavy, honest morning here where I am.

  Tut Yashar

  April 12, 2022

  Blogging, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Essay, Heartbreak, Mental Health, Pain, Philosophy, Poetry

  Acceptance, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Emotions, Empowerment, Exposure, Feelings, Freedom, Growth, Healing, Heartbreak, Honest, Imagination, Imposter Syndrome, Life, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Motivation, Pain, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, rejection, Sadness, Self Help, Self Love, The Truth, Thoughts, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Swan Song

  

  … Time is illusive and deceptive …

  Tut Yashar

  April 11, 2022

  Blogging, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Essay, Freedom, Growth, Mental Health, Pain, Philosophy, Poetry, Spiritual, Uplifting

  Acceptance, Advice, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Emotions, Empowerment, Enlightening, Exposure, Feelings, Freedom, Growth, Happiness, Healing, Honest, Inspiration, Life, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Motivation, Opinions, Pain, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Positive, Sadness, Spiritual, Spirituality, The Truth, Thoughts, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• I Love You

  

  … My dear Contradictions, I don’t understand, how can a mind be so round, to reflect all resonating sounds? …

  Tut Yashar

  April 10, 2022

  Blogging, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Growth, Mental Health, Philosophy, Poetry, Uplifting

  Acceptance, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Emotions, Empowerment, Enlightening, Exposure, Feelings, Freedom, Growth, Happiness, Healing, Heartbreak, Honest, Imposter Syndrome, Inspiration, Life, Love, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Motivation, Pain, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Positive, Reading, rejection, Sadness, Self Help, Self Love, Spiritual, Spirituality, The Truth, Thoughts, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Dancing Tasks

  

  … I want to spread positivity, Instead I panic unwillingly …

  Tut Yashar

  April 8, 2022

  Blogging, Creative Writing, Growth, Mental Health, Pain, Poetry

  Acceptance, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Emotions, Empowerment, Exposure, Faith, Feelings, Freedom, Growth, Honest, Imagination, Improvement, Inspiration, Life, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Motivation, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Self Help, The Truth, Thoughts, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Jolly Melancholy

  

  Thank you in advance, Management.

  Tut Yashar

  April 8, 2022

  Blogging, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Growth, Mental Health, Pain, Poetry, Uplifting

  Acceptance, Advice, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Emotions, Exposure, Feelings, Growth, Happiness, Healing, Honest, Imposter Syndrome, Inspiration, Life, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Pain, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Positive, Reading, Sadness, Self Help, Short Poem, Spiritual, Spirituality, The Truth, Thoughts, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Saturday Morning Thoughts

  

  … My mind is like a man, It always plays these games …

  Tut Yashar

  March 26, 2022

  Blogging, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Mental Health, Philosophy, Poetry, Uplifting

  Acceptance, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Diary, Emotions, Enlightening, Exposure, Feelings, Growth, Honest, Inspiration, Life, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Motivation, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Positive, Reading, Self Help, Spiritual, The Truth, Thoughts, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Many Eyes

  

  … My inner contradictions are having a noisy house party …

  Tut Yashar

  March 20, 2022

  Blogging, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Essay, Freedom, Growth, Heartbreak, Mental Health, Pain, Philosophy, Society, Spiritual

  Acceptance, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Diary, Emotions, Enlightening, Exposure, Growth, Healing, Honest, Imposter Syndrome, Inspiration, Life, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Philosophy, Poet, PTSD, Reading, Self Help, Spirituality, Thoughts, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Triathlon

  

  I have visions of things that will never happen …

  Tut Yashar

  March 19, 2022

  Blogging, Creative Writing, Growth, Mental Health, Philosophy, Poetry, Uplifting

  Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Diary, Emotions, Exposure, Healing, Honest, Inspiration, Life, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Reading, Self Help, Self Love, Short Poem, Spiritual, Spirituality, The Truth, Thoughts, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Wishes

  

  – What are yours?

  Tut Yashar

  March 18, 2022

  Blogging, Creative Writing, Mental Health, Poetry, Romance, Short Poem, Uplifting

  Acceptance, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Creative Writing, Depression, Diary, Emotions, Enlightening, Exposure, Friendship, Healing, Honest, Inspiration, Letter, Life, Love, Love Letter, Love Story, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Reading, Romance, Sadness, Self Help, Self Love, Short Poem, Spiritual, Spirituality, The Truth, Thoughts, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Sunny D

  

  … I feel like I’m poached eggs, and outside the sun is rising …

  Tut Yashar

  March 15, 2022

  Blogging, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Freedom, Growth, Mental Health, Pain, Philosophy, Poetry, Uplifting

  Acceptance, Advice, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Diary, Emotions, Enlightening, Exposure, Faith, God, Growth, Happiness, Healing, Honest, Inspiration, Life, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Positive, Reading, Sadness, Self Help, Self Love, Short Poem, Spiritual, Spirituality, The Truth, Thoughts, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Answers

  

  … Not being myself, is not being with God, is not being …

  Tut Yashar

  March 13, 2022

  Blogging, Essay, Freedom, Growth, Heartbreak, Mental Health, Philosophy, Poetry, Romance, Society, Spiritual, Uplifting

  Acceptance, Advice, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Diary, Emotions, Enlightening, Exposure, Faith, God, Growth, Happiness, Healing, Heartbreak, Honest, Inspiration, Life, Love, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Opinions, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Positive, Reading, Sadness, Self Help, Self Love, Spiritual, Spirituality, The Truth, Thoughts, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• The Dark

  

  … No one has mercy for the none believers, Not even God …

  Tut Yashar

  March 10, 2022

  Blogging, Creative Writing, Heartbreak, Mental Health, Pain, Philosophy, Poetry, Romance

  Advice, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Diary, Emotions, Exposure, Healing, Heartbreak, Honest, Imposter Syndrome, Inspiration, Letter, Life, Love, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Reading, Romance, Sadness, Self Help, Spiritual, Spirituality, The Truth, Thoughts, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Untamed

  

  … It seems like I’m at the bottom of an erupting volcano watching my pain hurling outside my body…

  Tut Yashar

  March 7, 2022

  Blogging, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Heartbreak, Mental Health, Pain, Philosophy, Poetry

  Acceptance, Advice, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Diary, Emotions, Exposure, Faith, Growth, Healing, Honest, Inspiration, Letter, Life, Love, Mental Health, Opinions, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Positive, Reading, Romance, Sadness, Self Help, Self Love, Spiritual, Spirituality, The Truth, Thoughts, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• A Killer

  

  … In my life of achievements I feel a constant failure. An unloved, sad, beaten soul…

  Tut Yashar

  February 16, 2022

  Blogging, Contradictions, Heartbreak, Mental Health, Pain, Philosophy, Poetry, Society, Spiritual

  Advice, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Diary, Emotions, Exposure, Growth, Happiness, Healing, Honest, Imposter Syndrome, Inspiration, Letter, Life, Love, Love Story, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Positive, Reading, Romance, Sadness, Self Help, Short Poem, Spiritual, The Truth, Thoughts, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• No Title / Fraud

  

  … I think I don’t see things right Because I feel so wrong …

  Tut Yashar

  February 15, 2022

  Blogging, Essay, Heartbreak, Mental Health, Pain

  Acceptance, Advice, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Diary, Emotions, Exposure, Faith, Growth, Healing, Honest, Imposter Syndrome, Inspiration, Life, Love, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Reading, Sadness, Self Help, Short Poem, Spiritual, Spirituality, The Truth, Thoughts, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Prologue

  

  We are wholly creatures, torn apart from within, conducting a dance – at times a battle – to simultaneously achieve balance and climax…

  Tut Yashar

  February 14, 2022

  Blogging, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Essay, Freedom, Growth, Heartbreak, Mental Health, Pain, Philosophy, Poetry, Romance, Short Poem, Society, Spiritual, Uplifting

  Acceptance, Advice, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Diary, Emotions, Exposure, Faith, Friendship, Growth, Happiness, Healing, Honest, Imposter Syndrome, Inspiration, Justice, Letter, Life, Love, Love Letter, Love Story, Mental Health, Opinions, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Politics, Positive, Reading, Romance, Sadness, Self Help, Self Love, Short Poem, Society, Spiritual, Spirituality, Spoken Word, The Truth, Thoughts, United States, USA, WordPress, Writer, Writing

• Preface / Introduction: Updated

  

  … The notion that someone can benefit from reading these posts fuels me to share the most horrid, and beautiful, thoughts I had over the past years. If by reading this content one person can feel less lonely in this world then I have contributed something to humanity…

  Tut Yashar

  February 14, 2022

  Blogging, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Essay, Freedom, Growth, Heartbreak, Mental Health, Pain, Philosophy, Poetry, Romance, Short Poem, Society, Spiritual, Uplifting

  Acceptance, Advice, Anxiety, Awareness, Blogging, Consciousness, Contradictions, Creative Writing, Depression, Diary, Emotions, Exposure, Faith, Friendship, Growth, Happiness, Healing, Honest, Imposter Syndrome, Inspiration, Justice, Letter, Life, Love, Love Letter, Love Story, Mental Health, Opinions, Personal Story, Philosophy, Poem, Poet, Poetry, Politics, Positive, Reading, Romance, Sadness, Self Help, Self Love, Short Poem, Society, Spiritual, Spirituality, Spoken Word, The Truth, Thoughts, United States, USA, WordPress, Writer, Writing