Moving on
Hurts Me
In new ways
I did not imagine.
Dating again,
I now see how
He treated me
So casually.
Acting like he cared,
He tried being aware,
But deep inside
He was not
In love.
Even though I feel
He fits me like a glove,
I can now understand,
He never gave me love.
I feel a new type
Of pain.
I donβt try to
Understand,
Or think
about this man.
Yet he holds domain
Inside my brain.
Itβs difficult to explain.
How did I let myself
Spend time with a man
Who did not
Love me?
How will I ever forgive myself?
Iβm so hurt,
I put my life on a shelf.
I want to come down,
But Iβm scared
Of falling.
This fear
Got me stalling.
Moving on
Hurts my
Soul,
My mind,
And my body.
Understanding
That for him
I was just
Anybody.
No affection,
Devotion
Or admiration.
For him,
This was not
A love connection.
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