Unwanted doubts through my chosen routes.
They can grow like sprouts after droughts.
I strayed instead of providing aid.
I should have stayed but I was too afraid.
As I become stable my anxieties I disable.
I lay my priorities like an electric cable.
My attention I add to what makes me glad.
And now when I’m sad I do not act mad.
With Amour sometimes doing less is giving more.
My loyalty I swore and my belief I shall restore.
I learn and grow to understand what I know.
My trauma heals slow yet it doesn’t run my show.
The lies of the past are not today’s truths.
Terrible things I encountered in my youth.
I don’t have to fear my love will slip away.
No one protected my heart since it’s first day.
Now I find myself in a new situation.
I know it’s safe to build my foundation.
There are no words to explain how I feel.
I finally sense life is real.
I will never fold and always keep my hold.
My love is my gold and our crowns I mold.
I understand my place and I can tone my pace.
Myself I embrace and act with calm and grace.
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