A morning of light
After a “toss and turn” night.
I don’t want to go outside
But I must.
I want to have strength
And I feel weak.
I can’t figure out my next move.
I feel it’s not mine to make alone,
I don’t know what to do.
I fear for my mental health
In case I make the wrong choice.
I am so true to my core,
That anything not serving it
Makes me sick.
Another perspective will call me
Spoiled and stubborn.
I decline this perspective
After years of embracing it.
I need to make my choice,
It’s time and I’m afraid.
No one is holding my hand
As I enter the great hall of choices.
My eyes are covered
And I am in the middle of an intersection,
My path to be determined by
Sound and intuition.
Real life.
I feel I have the answer,
I see it in my mind.
Two people,
Not one.
Movement and stability,
Serenity and excitement.
Endless choices,
Times two.
I wonder if I’m right.
I feel I am.
I don’t know how to propose this
As a plan.
I don’t know the right strategy for me,
There are many distractions.
My mind is flooded with information.
Words are heavy.
Love is light.
Freedom is light.
Things seem unresolvable.
I want to book a flight.
A vacation in a beautiful site.
WRITTEN: MAY 17, 2022
18 responses to “Baby Steps”
Gorgeous flow of words, expressed so wonderfully, Tut. Amazing write. 💞🙏
Thank you so much Jeff, I’m really glad you like it! 🙏🏼❤️
You’re most welcome, Tut. Always! ❤️🙏
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Wow, keep strong and hold on! A beautiful, thought provoking and meaningful post. Stay well ❤️
Thank you so much, Simone!! 💗
Love it
Thank you so much 🙏🏼
My pleasure 🙂
This was in my inbox this morning from “Notes from the Universe” by tut.com
“For every fork in the road, Tamara, there are often two paths from which to choose: the one you “should” take and the one you want to take.
Take the second. Always take the second.
I did,
The Universe“
Oh wow!! That’s amazing!! Thank you for sharing with me, Tamara 🙏🏼💗 Definitely a message to go by
Right?! I’m surprised by how often those messages speak to something going on that day! This one is very good advice to follow!!
Yes it’s quite incredible 😊
Impacto 👏🏻👏🏻
Thank you!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼
good 👍 take care 😘
Thank you I’m definitely trying 😊❤️